Everyday at night, I sit down and summary my day. Becu’z so busy I am, night is the best time to do it, in silence and darkness, eyes are closed, mind is opened, heart is free.
Firstly think about family. I leave them to live alone, that make me always worry about everyone. Wishing them always be healthy and positive.
Then think the bad. Do you have bad habits ? I do. Sometimes, I drink coffee too much, sometimes I drive to far, sometimes I forgot to eat, sometimes I did’t call to her for days… So many. I write down the 3 worst. When you are already a gownsman, no one gonna tell you to fix your bad habits except yourself. Those are bad in personality.
There’re also bad in life. Something going wrong with you. Lost balancing between work | personal stuffs that you’re taking responsibility. Didn’t finished your expected workload for today. Your relative got sick. Especially for young parent :). So many things are ready to happen unexpectedly.
Then think the good. There’re alway good things happened everyday you didn’t realize. Learnt a lot about your research/ new work. Getting new friends. Frozen in rain while sitting on the back seat on the bike. I usually think everything is a good thing unless it cause damaging in health, sanctity, friendship, relationship and honor.
Finally I think the thanks. Thanks everyone I met today, helped me, taught me, push me and be kind with me, those’r enough after all. Do you believe in luck ? I trust that luck always happens, you have it but din’t realize.
I have no ideas about tomorrow but I’m ready to welcome it from today.
Wishing you all the best.
— G9